I’m at a festival and the place is full of topless men. I enjoy the music a lot and I’m trying to let go and have fun with it. I keep getting distracted by these beautiful bodies. I see all these men around me savouring the attention, it feels as if they put all this…
Read More Why I started working out more often (and what I learned in the process)There’s some sort of story about me that seems to be manifesting pretty creatively in different contexts and quite often. There’s a lot I don’t know about it. For now the only thing that’s sure is that it keeps happening. It’s as if there’s a message I need to get which I don’t seem to…
Read More A pattern of comparison and rejection: why do they always choose him over me?It’s 2-3 years ago when I arranged to meet that older guy for erotic massage exchange. The first thing he told me was that it’s hard for him to get erections. I told him not to worry and that I didn’t really care, especially as that’s not what we were about to do. We were…
Read More On getting hard (or not)I’ve been taking writing a bit more seriously for about 3 months now. I have a few things written which I’m happy about, some of it I like more than others. I have a blog setup in an acceptable state. I’ve shown my stuff to a writer who’s become my mentor and they’ve been very…
Read More We’re good, they’re bad: the harm the gay scene does to usYesterday was a great day. I had a hot date with a handsome man who I met on Grindr. He’s from abroad, here on holiday at a place nearby. I was planning to go for a swim anyway, so I arranged to visit him as well. I was looking forward to it. I took the…
Read More The perfect day: lies and online datingIt’s interesting to be spending time in Greece during my adult years. I left my country when I was 22 and didn’t get a chance to get to know many different aspects of it. The truth is that I got disappointed in so many ways growing up here that I actually refused to get to…
Read More Things I learned from chatting with a faceless profile on Grindr
